→ exxxtacy dreams: I wasn’t ready to be a mom this young… & I can admit that; Hell, I’ll...
I wasn’t ready to be a mom this young… & I can admit that; Hell, I’ll be the first to admit that.
I did dumb things before you. I partied alot & loved way too hard.
I was your everyday 19 year old;
But from the moment I learned there was a you, everything stopped.
I stopped partying, I…
I love my mommy
She rubs her belly gently
She smiled beautifully
She’s outside on her porch
On her red chair
Her brunette hair sits on her breasts
While world doesn’t care
She wished somebody cares
She knew only God cares
God took care of me after mommy lost me
God forgave mommy and love her
Mommy had regrets but
I love my mommy even after she lost me
God always do.
People will never understand that love you feel for your unborn baby until they are pregnant.
I didn’t picture myself as a high school drop out.
But things happen. And although things are hard right now.. and I don’t know what my plan for the future is.. I know God has my back.